I don't give a fuck about your dignity

That's the bastard in me

7 December 1985
words are written live knives-just to see how deep they can cut.
pray for a stray bullet.

saw this in a book i was reading:

1. Think about everything going badly in your life (relationships, grades, anything)
2. Multiply it by 5
3. Start hyperventalating and slowly begin to cry between breaths
4. Realize that your teenage years are supposed to be the greatest years of your life
5. Think about the fact that you'll be dead soon
6. Scream, throw things, shake crying
7. Eat a comfort food
8. Pat yourself on the back, you've achieved your nervous breakdown
9. Post in your livejournal and then return to step number one
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